I read this yesterday. Oh how I wish I had this mid' 05. I went through that as well but at the time I wasn't aware that is what was going on. I just thought I was a horrible mother. It was one of if not the most dark time of my life. Things were incredible hard. Insufferable. So hard that I can't and won't share everything even to this day because of fear of even more judgment than I received at the time. I commend Tara for having the courage to share her story and in the process help others. I am sure that I will be reading her blog from time to time now. It is always nice to meet other people who have triumphed over similar things as yourself.

I am so glad that I had the Lord and Jeffrey to seeing me through to the other side.