So Proud

Jeff should be proud of all his work. You look great babe!

Solo Fishing

Proud

At the beginning of the year Bear told me he wanted to get perfect attendance this year. He did it!

Emotional mess

When Kati started Kindergarten I was terrified to be leaving her with people I didn't know. When the boys started the mothers day out type thing I felt guilt for not being with them.......Bo is starting school next year and I am devastated. This is our last week together alone. Friday is the last day of school, then it will be a very short summer and then school starts again very early August. At first I couldn't figure out why I was having such an emotional reaction to this, it's not like I haven't done it before. Twice. A couple of weeks ago it all feel into place.....

This stage of my life is coming to a close. I am grieving little ones. They will all be in school. My heart is broken. I miss Kati and Bear during the day but Bo is here to keep me busy, but now what. My babies aren't babies.

I just can't put it all into words. What I feel like.....

We have 5 days to live it up. And we're gonna!

Love this

....looks like the love of books will carry over to the third baby.